so, long time no see (?) - and just a quick journal update because I actually need to go to sleep asap, but whatever.
Anyway: I uploaded a bit new stuff and I still have one to upload (which I want to upload in the next days or something like that) - I know not much for that long time I have been not active.
So, I see more and more artists still leave deviantart for probably good reasons (mostly they join instagram now - which is ok, I guess? - I prefer deviantart over insta, but I have both and both are nice - If you want my instagram account, just tell me - I am as lazy as I am here, but I post much nicer stuff on instagram just like animals, flowers, food and so on and you can see me as well)
, but it still kinda saddens me everytime I read something like that. I dont even know if anyone anymore even reads this.
I mean, I watch definitely a lot more people than people watch me, but thats ok.
Well, I also definitely refuse to leave deviantart completely. I just dont feel like that I am done yet with the stuff I want to create and share with other people/all of you / the deviantart community.
I refuse to leave at least for now. I dont know I ever will be done with all of the stuff I want to do or if it will be just an abrupt ending one day but at least you could see some of my...I dont know how to say... inner life stories / stories of my life ? - I hope you get what I mean by that.
I also hope that deviantart wont die that soon and that there will be new amazing artist which will join dA and that I will get in contact with them (not just on a "thank you for the fave" level" - at least thats for most of the people I watch like that atm.)
On a Sidenote: I am not sure if I am allowed to write about this, but there probably isnt anyone anymore who really cares if I do so, therefore I will.
So, yukichanai (
yukichanai.deviantart.com - probably deleted her account or something) told me a while ago that
died.
or in RL Juliana was a good friend of mine and influenced me kinda a lot, I would say (especially in the past). Havent heard from her in years and so on, but still it was a shock to hear from her death and it still kinda makes me sad when I think about it.
Well, life changes a lot...I mean, the present is really nice, mostly at least and I am really looking forward to the future kinda (also not always ofc) , but sometimes I am really missing the (dim) past a lot.
R.I.P.
(also not forgotten
- R.I.P.
)
So, enough rambling, which probably not many people will read anyway - excuse my bad english also.
Lets hope that I will create and upload new stuff as soon as possible.